Everyday is Random

2011-09-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

I love my darling boy ^^ He's such a sweetheart :) he gave me flowers!! he's actually the first person to give me flowers!! :D:D hehhee. no, seriously. he is. anyway. something great has happened today and it is, my godma gave birth to a healthy baby boy!! how great is that?! thank god for this wonderful gift!! :) a new addition to the family!! wow!! :D:D lets call my darling, baby. hahas. he likes me to call him that :) i got a 2.88 for my GPA. i wonder if its good but i know its not the best so i'll work extra hard for the next semester :D my baby's sick today. i was sick yesterday.. oops. i think i passed on to him :( sorry baby... i miss him already. though we've just been parted for.. two hours?? hehe. anyway.. i hope he's well tmr cus he has work and i hope his leg is getting better.. maybe i'll go buy a good knee guard for him tmr... see how :) but i don't have enough $$.. i dun even know how much a good one costs :( sighs. maybe i'll stop by guardian tmr :)goodnight baby. hope u rest well... :) love u. :D

2011-08-16T09:39:00.002+08:00

Care?? hmm actually i have no idea what that is. honestly. no idea. i always thought caring for one another is a norm. its not difficult. neither is it easy. but if you think of whether the person would be happy when you have cared for him/her, then its worth it. :) if not, pray silently for them. i guess thats how it is... Yesterday night was memorable. <3 *shy shy* hehe. ANYWAY. if i'm not mistaken, i should have some snacks in my bag.. unless i've sleep-eating. D: nvm. i miss my kids.. i wonder how they've been. I'm definately going Mass this week. :) will make a promise. that i'm going for mass this week. feels so bad for not going :(

2011-08-09T00:06:00.002+08:00

So i realised its been super long since i posted what i did. i'm thinking of giving up hope for him because obviously, nothing is progressing :( though i kinda tried. no idea why i liked him anyway.. well. i guess there isn't a reason for these kinda things. i really have no idea what to do. though i see him alost everyday. but still. its kinda not progressing. i guess we're just not meant to be. :/ anyway. had a long day today. I BOUGHT A NEW BAG!!! :D :D :D hahhaas. awesome much!! :) crap! Maths paper is on Friday. wish me all the best. i really need luck now. haven't revised!! :( will start tmr :) hehe. seriously. how do i know how he feels??? hmm. weird. hahas. shall just give up~

Ended angrily

2011-07-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

Today i went out with bestie and then.. was angry with him.. then now he's ignoring me. first it started like this
N: i want to eat. i'm hungry..
Me: i no money i see u eat :)
N: wanna share??
Me: nah its okay i have food at home.
N: Share la..
Me: nvm. its okay. i go home got food :)
N: i dun wan eat already.
Me: why...?
Then there was no answer. so i kept asking him and all he said was "no why"
so. i was angry. like angry.
then he even wanted to take train with me to Eunos when he could actually take bus at boon lay back which was like, no much faster. so i got angry also. because if he were to fetch me to eunos, then he would reach home late and we have school early tmr. i don't want him to be tired. then we got into the mrt. i was angry. then he sat beside me. i said "who said u can sit beside me?" then he said "fine la" then he walked off. though i had no idea where he went. anyway. so he just left me there. i texted him thrice asking him where he was and i even apologised. *angry* anyway. so then, he also didn't reply me. when we reached eunos, i thought he'd at least come and said bye to me or something. but he didn't. i almost cried. i don't know why but i really almost did. stupid me. so until now he didn't reply.

I don't know what to say or do. so. i texted my friends. my girlfriend and my tree. so tree called. we said bunch of stuff. it was a nice convo.
tree:do u like him?
Me: lols. i can't do anything either way.
tree: huh? so u do luh?
Me: hahas. as i said, i just don't wanna lose him as a friend
tree: you are escaping reality.
Me: no im not.
tree: yes u r.
Me: no i just don't wana think about it because my studies are first priority
Tree: thats what all girls will say when they escape reality.
me: oh do they? im serious.
tree: so u like him
me: no. i don't. but even if i do, i can't do anything and i will not do anything. even if i don't. i also won't do anything.
tree: i think he likes u.
me: rubbish. hahas. we're close friends
tree: riiight...
me: :)

cool convo. :) anyway. so she concluded that i'm stuck..? but i'm not the decisive kind so i go with the flow :)
what a day~

What random shit i did today...

2011-07-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

As the title already has said.
well. i met n today. hmm. then.. supposed to go ice skating but we had to wait till 1.20 which we didn't really exactly wanted to. so we randomly just picked a random movie and watched. we watched Wu Xia. :) it wasn't nice. really. it really wasn't. super duper boring. like.. 6/10 only! D: dissapointing!! hahas. anyway. then we went to church tgt.. hmm.. then after church, we hung out with his cell. btw. i'm not christian. imma catholic. but i just wannt pray to god without standing on either side and just go along with my beliefs. anyway there's no rule against this. :) so now i'm having my soup.. and might be going to sleep soon.. well. i just don't know what to say or do anymore about ** .nevermind. studies comes first ^^
nights people...

Fun Fun Fun~ But stuck-

2011-07-28T23:29:00.004+08:00

So.. this is my third post.. hmm. watched Captain America. It was pretty awesome-much :) pretty cool actually. thought it was gonna be super lame and stuff. but it was okay. i'd rate it 7/10 :) thats pretty high. but anyway. was happy when in the movies. hehe. don't tell u why. hahahas! :D happy girl ^^ had my first Judo training today it was so awesome!! :) had abrasions on both elbows and bruises on my hips. but it was super fun and worthwhile. :) Dance is tmr. :) i really enjoy both pretty much the same :) but judo is kinda more like me. but.. people will think that i'm realllly fierce and stuff.. sighs. should i join a gentle one or a rough one?? sighs. :/ but dance on one hand is pretty boring stuff.. and it made me bored-tired. not that kinda work-out-till-u-get-tired kinda stuff... nvm. should i wear formal or informal for my presentation tmr?? wow so many many things.. ~ :( was pissed off with one of my team members on a certain project. oh well. its over. i shall get over it :)
I feel that relationships shouldn't change your current routine before u get into a relationship... hmm why am i so random?? just a thought. everybody's having relationship problems. NEVER give anything u love most for a loved one. because. your loved one has to respect the things significant to u. ain't it right..? ^^ reason why i'm saying? My ex had me change my whole routine and my life was in a complete disaster back then. so. never give anything u love most or u enjoy doing for your loved one. its not worth it. but its worth it for a best friend. as they say: relationships come and go, but friends stay :) (well it depends on what friend) :D I would never give anything up for my loved one. but yes, in a relationship, things definitely change. inevidently. but with the right communication, respect and trust for each other, things'll work out just fine :) there are certain things that can u can give in whilst there are some u absolutely can't. like friendships and family and some(maybe) church? your loved one has got to love u for who u are and change u for the better and your whole world must not revolve around that person. :) just saying.
kayy gonna do my project now :)
TTYL!

Why i love Tigers and more.....

2011-07-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

ok. first things first.. Why I love tigers?? because i feel strong each time i look at them :) i look at them and i feel like i wanna be like them. fighting for survival. looking strong everytime.
anyway. so i talked to my ** today. hehe. well . kinda dug out some secrets today. but anyway its not like i'm serious about him or anything. just crush i think? and i don't even know him well. hahas. but anyways. waiting for N to finish his project then we'll sleep. it's pretty late now. i ended CCA at 10pm!! :O i'm not really tired.. Hope Judo would be intriguing for me tmr as its something new :) hehe. So many projects to do!!! so little time!! oh well. performance day is on the 3rd of august which is next week, wed!! :S nervous much?? hahas. but i'm pretty ok with the stage. no stage frights of anything. i just treat them as fake ppl or something :) Super excited for Judo tmr :) watching Captain America tmr!! yay!! :D:D i feel blessed that i can see ** everyday! :) hahas. i simply love N, he's like the best friend EVER. he helped me massage me bruise. now its sooo much better. seriously. athelets are good at these. should get more athlete friends. hehe. which kinda reminds me. my calves are awful!! :( i mean, hideous! nvm. kinda just proves that i'm a sporty person. my wish is to sprint the track one day :) stupid simple wish but i didn't have the time. so i shall wish for time instead.
ok. too much crap for the day.
night world.

Busy day :S

2011-07-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

I cannot believe it. TONS of projects to do! I have programming to do, Comm skills and two mathematica assignments, plus one test TOMORROW!! dying here~ And I have extra practices for my cca's upcoming performance on the 3rd of August. hehe. :P So i'm like a bee. And I haven't had enough sleep lately. I'm supposed to do my project now but.. REALLY FEEL LIKE DOZING OFF!!! So I decided to write a post in my "blog". just deleted all the previous posts. :) hahas. Anyway. Since this is the first post, I have a best friend, let's name him N. hahas. I feel like he's my soulmate friend :) Its freaking cool right?? just wondering if he felt the same too. but even so, my friend gave me a scare today saying I might fall for him or something? I'm scared because I really treasure this friendship ALOT. We do EVERYTHING together. except of going to the toilet and stuff like that. :) hahas. ANYWAY. I kinda injured my leg during dance practice and now there's a red spot on my leg.. wow. what a day. :) AND we did a project and its almost done! yay! I mean, M and F and I. :) N's not included. I guess that's all for today. :) No time to think of other stuff to talk about. hahas. Goodnight people and have a nice day tomorrow!! :D:D